I realized growing up means that no one will come along and fix the broken things. I have to do it by myself. I can't call my parents everytime I am worried about something. I have to find solutions to my problems. Growing up means being responsible for my own life, my own problems, my own sorrows. I have to learn how to fix things but... but it's just so hard and painful.
And I wonder if I'll ever be able to do it.