remember when i cried to you a thousand times

 wish you were here

And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

Remember when I cried to you a thousand times
I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For us to say goodbye
What I big surprise

These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around again
These feelings I can't take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It's getting harder to pretend
And I'm not coming back around again
Remember when

I remember when
It was together 'til the end
Now I'm alone again
Where do I begin?
I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
Please say there's no regrets
And say you won't forget

That was then 

Now it's the end
I'm not coming back
I can't pretend Remember when

Meine Lieblingsstellen aus ganz tollen Songs von Avril Lavigne *_* . Die erinnern mich immer an 'damals'. Obwohl 'damals' eigentlich gar noch nicht lange her ist. Trotzdem. Es fühlt sich an wie die Ewigkeit und je länger ich wieder an all das denke, desto deprimierter macht es mich. Ich hasse es. Ich will die Zeit zurückdrehen. Und nochmals alles erleben. Alles, was Spass gemacht hat. Ich will nicht, dass es vorbei ist. Aber was kann ich schon tun, ausser es zu verdrängen? 

next time i won't let it hurt me.